I'll Never Be Ready To Say Goodbye & I Will Always Love You, But I'm Ready To Let You Go

I have sat down a million times to make posts about what I am about to say, but I no longer feel as though I need to. 

I don't feel I need to explain. 

It is what it is. 

These are thoughts that have run through my mind over the past 30 months; from what I refer to as
"D" (June 19, 2010) day to just day ago. 

Some thoughts are just mine alone and others are things I have heard along the way that have popped into my mind randomly. 

Welcome to my world... I am finally ready to let go. 

Things are looking up and there are so many things in life worth smiling about.  

8.17.10
Sometimes my eyes get jealous of my heart. Know why? It is because you always remain so close to my heart yet so far from my sight.

7.16.10

The best songs don't bring you back to the day you first heard them but the day they started to mean something to you.

1.6.11
Sometimes, no matter how much you do, or how much you try, someone will not understand how much you've done until you're gone and they have no one left who actually cares about them, who can look out for them, and who will understand.

8.09.11

You can tell me a hundred times that you're sorry, and a thousand more that it won't happen again. You know I love you more than anyone in this world, but all these lies? I'm sorry, I can't deal with that.

11.11.12
Sarcasm keeps me from telling people what you really think of them.

11.12.12
So when you find yourself in love, don't let that feeling go so easily.

3.6.11

I can't seem to think, you're fogging up my mind. I don't know what to say, I don't know what to do but I think I'm in deep like with you.


10.14.10
Do you ever sit and think; what if? What if you had never said the first hello...or what if our paths never crossed? What if you kept your mouth shut and just let things pass...what if I had just five more minutes...what if I could turn back time and make it all stand still...where would our lives be? Better? Worse? Less confused? More confused? Happier?...Or sadder?


06.20.10
Sometimes you have to smile and act like everything is okay, hold back the tears and walk away.

11.08.11
What you need, what you deserve,is a guy who adores you for what you are. Who doesn't see you as a project, but a prize.

06.22.12
You are so superficial, all you care about is what is on the outside. Maybe you should try focusing on your personality because frankly, it sucks.

07.07.10
Just because you think that you are, doesn’t mean that you really are. So quit being a cocky asshole.   (one of my personal favs ;)


01.19.11 When we first met, I had no idea you would become so important to me.

03.18.11

Just the smell of your hair is enough to drive me insane. 

07.29.12
It's not that I hate you, it's like, hmmmm, let's just put it this way, if you here on fire and I had water, I'd drink the water.

12.07.12
You can't make the same mistake twice. The second time you make it, it's no longer a mistake, it's a choice.


10.13.12
Who am I kidding? You don’t need me around anymore. Well, I hope you love the rest of your life. Just remember that I was once a part of it.

01.12.11
If you're going to trust someone with your heart, make sure they have a heart of their own so they know how it feels when it's broken.

3.26.12
Instead of being fake, be yourself. Someone will hate you either way.

11.18.12
I believe whatever doesn't kill you simply makes you stronger.

06.06.12

The greatest challenge in life is to find someone who

knows all your flaws, differences, and mistakes,

and yet still sees the best in you.

11.01.12
No matter how much you tell yourself you're over someone, your heart knows the truth.

02.11.12

In life people come and go, but I wish I had control

over those who stay and those who leave.

02.14.12If I told you how I felt, it would ruin everything.

01.19.11
Every passing second is a chance to turn it all around.

12.18.12

If you feel that I'm falling for someone new, it's not because

I love him.  It's because you weren't there to catch my fall.

06.28.10

Love doesn't mean you'll never break up, it just means that you'll always get back together.

10.28.11
Happy are those who dream dreams and are ready to pay the price to make them come true.

05.18.11
You'll never find the right person if you don't let go of the wrong one.

 12.09.12
I like having you kept away for myself. Yes, it's very selfish indeed.  

06.21.10
It's amazing what you can hide with a smile.

12.01.12
I love everything you hate about yourself.

07.16.10
They say the ones you love, you'd die for. But I say the ones I love, I live my life for.

 04.04.11
The cracks in the sidewalk remind us that even the strongest things can break sometimes.

11.19.12
Always follow your heart, but take your brain with you.

3.18.11
Kristina, you deserve to be with someone who is nice to you all the time.

09.18.12
Don't be a woman that needs a man, be a woman a man needs.

06.29.10
It's a shame this won't work out, because the days when I see you, I actually still feel alive.

 08.03.10
You and me; the second most perfect combination of three words in the entire English language. What's the first? I love you.

06.30.10
It always rains the hardest, on the people who deserve the sun.

12.14.12
Dont complain about getting older. Some people never get a chance to.

10.10.12
I fantasize about rejecting the apologies I know will never come.

07.31.10 
I wasted 11:11 wishes on you.

10.10.10 
You can deny it all you want, but if it still hurts, you still care.

08.04.10
Sometimes when you think things can't get worse, fate throws you one of those unexpected turns & you are never the same.

 09.19.10
Sometimes when one person is missing, the whole world seems depopulated.

10.01.10No one wants to hear this, but sometimes the person you want the most is the person you're best without.

02.18.11
Sometimes, dreams are the only thing that keep us alive.

04.19.12
It's an interesting feeling to scroll through all the numbers in your phone and realize that there is no one who will understand.


08.03.10
Put your phone down and step away. Sorry honey, but he's not calling today.

08.28.11
I wish I knew how to make a feeling stop.

05.17.11
Want to know a secret? I'm still waiting for you.

06.25.10
Never planned that one day; I'd be losing you.

08.26.10
I believe in you and I believe in us. And I'm really not ready for you to break my heart again.

11.16.11
Speak the truth. Even if your voice shakes.

06.210
Everyone tells me I could do better, but what if I don't want to?

07.04.10
Please... don't lie to me. That's all I ask of you, I’d rather you hurt me with the truth.

08.16.10
What the hell am I suppose to do? Just move on? Just forget everything? Because last time I checked, you said forever, but that's not what this feels like. Forever was a lie.

10.28.12
Sometimes, you have to get rid of the old feelings to make room for the new ones.